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Something's in the air tonight
The sky's alive with a burning light
You can mark my words something's about to break

And I found myself in a bitter fight
While I've held your hand through the darkest night
Don't know where you're coming from but you're coming soon


To a kid from Oregon by way of California
All of this is more than I've ever known or seen


Come on and we'll sing, like we were free
Push the pedal down watch the world around fly by us
Come on and we'll try, one last time
I'm off the floor one more time to find you
And here we go there's nothing left to choose
And here we go there's nothing left to lose

So I packed my car and I headed east
Where I felt your fire and a sweet release
There's a fire in these hills that's coming down
And I don't know much but I found you here
And I can not wait another year
Don't know where you're coming from but you're coming soon


I can still hear the trains out my window
From Hobart Street to here in Nashville
I can still smell the pomegranates grow
And I don't know how hard this wind will blow
Or where we'll go

enough of this sorrow...life's too short to be wasted on 'what if's and 'if only's...need some cheering up and positivity...this song always has a way of lifting up my spirits...if only it didnt get me thinking bout him also, but not all thoughts are bad, right...

I've had enough
Of this parade
I'm thinking of
The words to say
We open up
Unfinished parts
Broken up
It's so mellow

And when I see you then i know it will be next to me
And when I need you then I know you will be there with me
I'll never leave you

Just need to get closer, closer
Lean on me now
Lean on me now
Closer, closer
Lean on me now
Lean on me now

Keep waking up (waking up)
Without you here (without you here)
Another day (another day)
Another year (another year)
I seek the truth (seek the truth)
We set apart (we set apart)
Thinking of
A second chance (a second chance)

And when I see you then i know it will be next to me
And when I need you I know you will be there with me
I'll never leave you

Just need to get closer, closer
Lean on me now
Lean on me now
Closer, closer
Lean on me now
Lean on me now
Lean on me now

And when I see you then i know it will be next to me
And when I need you I know you will be there with me
I'll never leave you

Just need to get closer, closer
Lean on me now
Lean on me now
Closer, closer
Lean on me now
Lean on me now
Lean on me now

Closer, closer
Closer, closer

the song just makes me smile coz its so sweet and touching but feel sad at the same time, makes me wish i have that special someone to share the feeling with... Mushy feelings aside, I'm so glad that Travis is back...always loved their songs....its as if suddenly all my favourite bands are coming out with new material...bout time too 

I'm quite sure that I did the right thing...I just dont see it working out between us but why do I miss him so? could it be a case of 'dont know what u got til its gone'? I dont know the answer to that....I dont even want to think about it. I made a decision, a well-thought and much analysed one, and I should stick to it. It's justt hat its so hard....I miss him, I miss our conversations, I miss knowing that he's there, I miss knowing that if I fall, there someone to catch me, I miss the thought of him...

Lots of things trigger thoughts of him, bits and pieces of our conversation, places we visited or planned on visiting, our favaurie movies...but wa\hat hits me the hardest are the songs...it was what bonded us together kan...all those songs...some are just too painful to even listen to right now...but if I'm over him, then why does it still hurt...why am I still hounted by thoughts of him...

I find myself wondering about him, whether he's okay...what's he doing....does he hate me...will he stay away from me forever...will I ever see him again...if I do, how will things be....???? questions, too many questions. No answers n i dont see any answers coming anytime soon either...I wish he was around, so we could talk bout this...unlike, probably even impossible...

A girl can always keep on wishing right....whatever....I wish u well Shawn...have a good life and learn to be happy again....I guess it's time for both of us to move on

Sagittarius Woman - notice the word WOMAN, not girl....I'm getting old...

Physical Appearance

• You are tall, fair complexioned and are blessed with a beautiful figure.
  
  


• The forehead is large, nose is long and the eyebrows are high and bushy.
  
  


• Eyes are bright and alert as a sparrow's . You can prove to be a good model or an actress.

Mental Attitude

• Courageous, ambitious and full of drive, you are able to push forward your interests.
  
  


• You will not be cowed down by the circumstances and are well capable of holding on to your ground even in most adverse circumstances.

General Nature

• You take a decision only after studying any problem deeply.
  
  


• A Sagi woman tends to look at the brighter side of the things and possesses good amount of self-confidence.
  
  


• You mostly acts as per your desires and are not much concerned about the results. You also have the habit of speaking as you want without thinking of the impact it can have on others.
  
  


• Friendship comes easily to a Sagittarian, who can develop it in a moment and maintain it for a long period of time. You believe in fair play and justice and often fight for those who have been wronged.
  
  


• You will work to attain new knowledge and like to pursue higher education. You like to travel and will go on long and short journeys a number of time in your life.
  
  


• You are able to attain your goals fast but afterwards tend to waste a lot of energy.
  
  


• Even after having a fair degree of success in her life, the Sagi woman does not feel satisfied and something deep within does not let her rest.

Health

• You generally have good health and vigour. However there may be various problems related with stress.
  
  


• As the Sagittarius sign governs the hips, thighs and the loins , you can face problems connected with this region. Fractures, pains in joints and swellings in this region are also not ruled out.

Money

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  You will start your career in some kind of service but due to your nature that does not let you be a subordinate for long, move over to self employment very soon.

  
  


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  A Sagi woman makes good money and property in her lifetime and is considered a successful and wealthy person.

  
  

Romance And Sex Life

• You have a great desire to be in romantic setting, but you do not let your partner understand this. He will not be able to quite figure out your romantic nature as your outer crust is very cool.
  
  


• In addition to this you say certain things out of your honest nature which will dampen your lover's desire. This may lead to lots of crying though no one will understand you even then. But still, due to your glamour and beauty many men will be interested in you and you shall have a fair share of men.
  
  


• The catch here is : that if you learn over the years on 'how to handle men' - then you can have a love life which will make any woman jealous of you. You can easily win over any man and in fact tame him. Once he understands your sincere and honest nature he will be glued to you for a life time.
  
  


• You will have a great sex life and shall want more of it all the time. You will prefer outdoor settings.
  
  


• Thighs and upper leg are your hotspots.

Marriage

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  Too many proposals is the problem for you. Selecting the right man from out of those is even more difficult.

  
  


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  Sagittarian women are best of the home-makers and they decorate it with a great taste. They keep their men also in good shape and drive them to be more and more successful in work.

  
  


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  You can handle the affairs of the house well though the daily jobs look quite boring to you.

  
  


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  You have a great caring nature and you are loyal to your husband and shall stand by him in all the problems of life. You can be a big support for him in tough times. But, as you are not known to express your feelings eloquently , your honesty may sometimes be misunderstood.

  
  

Ideal Match

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  Men born under the sign Sagittarius, Pisces and Gemini make the best mates for you.

  
  

Caution

• You do not have the gift of gab as a result you may often end up putting your foot in the mouth. Be cautious in this regard. Try to understand the world better. Think how the other person will react before you speak. This will save you from many problems.

Lucky Days, Numbers And Colours

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  Thursday, Wednesday and Sunday are lucky days for you.

  
  


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  Lucky numbers are 3, 5, 6, & 8.

  
  


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  Lucky colours are yellow, green and light blue.

  
  

Recommended Gemstones

• You should wear a Yellow Sapphire along with an Emerald. The gemstones should be of vibrant aura and should never have been worn before. The weight shall be decided as per your body weight and age.

I have no idea what to write about. Suddenly I have some free time at work and I'm bored. My mind is filled with thoughts and questions I have no answers to. Been feeling restless and uneasy these past few weeks. I've got so much on my mind but for some reason, I cant seem to blurt it out.

Fear of the unknown, of changes, of uncertainty. Have to find a way to get over this.How do I find peace of mind. Tried out some things.....most effective one: escapism either in the form of sleep, food, daydreaming...it works, temporarily but the fear will come back, it always does.

Maybe I should seek solace through religion. It seems to work for some. Again, for me the inner peace was fleeting...I guess its because I'm weak....in every sense of the word

I feel lost, like I've lost my identity or had i never truly discovered the real me???